SHOCKED

Today I heard of the sad news of a girl whom I once consider a sisterly muslimah, had taken off her veil which symbolizes who she is.. I am shocked beyond words at how unexpected this is.. I'm very sad, up to the point that I shed a tear that the Devil has once again 'conquered' the mind of another soul just as he had said he would since the beginning of mankind.... I have been here less than 4 years and up til now I have seen 5 girls taken off their hijab.. only one girl put it on and found that my American bestfriend and my Russian ex-roommate converted into Islam...

My dear, if you are reading this.. please reconsider your actions.. I know it is out of my hand but it's still not too late to return back to where you were once, and possibly even improve... I shall pray for you.. I wouldn't be concerned if I don't care.. but I do...

This song I dedicate to the scarf which had once proudly obeyed Allah's command, I pray that it will someday return back to its right duty, and that this phase will soon pass...

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau kecewakan,
Mengapa kau hancuri, Mengapa kau menghinakan

Mengapa kau sakiti, Mengapa kau melukakan
Mengapa kau memberi, Mengapa kau melupakan

Mengapa kau akhiri, Mengapa kau memulakan
Dengan ketaran jiwa, ku kemukakan pertanyaan...

Tak ingin ku kau pergi, Tak ingin ku dikecewakan
Tak ingin cinta dinodai, Tak ingin dihancurkan

Tak ingin ku disakiti, Tak ingin ku dilukakan,
Tak ingin ku kau beri, Bila kau melupakan

Tak ingin diakhiri, Bila kau memulakan
Dengan perasaan hambar, ku meminta jawapan...

Di kanan ku cinta penuh bermadu, di kiri ku racunku
kalimah sakti yang mana untuk mu
Dapat kau membuat pilihan, agar kita dapat bersama

Kau bisa membahagiakan, menceriakan,
Kau bisa menggembirakan, mempersonakan,
Aku, ingin dicintaimu dan mencintai
Aku ingin bila terjaga kau disampingku selamanya...

Di kanan ku cinta penuh bermadu, di kiri ku racunku
kalimah sakti yang mana untuk mu
Dapat kau membuat pilihan, agar kita dapat bersama

Kau bisa membahagiakan, menceriakan,
Kau bisa menggembirakan, mempersonakan,
Aku, ingin dicintaimu dan mencintai
Aku ingin bila terjaga kau disampingku selamanya

Semoga cinta bersemi
Semoga cintamu kan dekat padaku asmara kan mengundang tanpa mengira waktu,
bertapa di hatimu.. dah hati ku