"Crush" by Mandy Moore
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

Spent the whole day studying and downloading new songs on the computer..
Kak Ijah baked croissant breads for tea and we are both taking a little break right now.. The last time we baked was about a few days back.. I think it was the night before harrie went back to Malaysia..cause he called me up to chat for a while... yeah, that was Halloween night.

I spent the whole day yesterday at the Islam:Uncensored forum.. I was surprised to see so many non-Muslim people attending the event. I arrived with my roommate after our little photography session at around 2 pm.. Abang Ghazali and Kak Zee was there looking after the exhibitions and selling religious books. Kak Siti and Abang Roazman's family were there too.. along with Rafique and Izrin. I met Sumaiyya, Jaheeda, Zaharat, Stacey, Romineh and alot of the people that I met at the MSA dinner the week before too.. I made friends with Andrea who just converted and got married about 2 months ago.. she's only 18 but she looks so much older.. she was so happy when she told us that her mother had just converted too last tuesday... Alhamdullilah..
What surprised me the most was that HE was there too.. and his table was exactly next to mine. He gave salam to me when he saw me coming, then Kak Ijah blurted the secret to Kak Zee [on purpose..] They both had a good time teasing me throughout my presence there.. after a while I was too shy to even look at him.. We smiled whenever our eyes crossed the same path and that was probably all that happened..[I talked to Bilal more than I talked to HIM, I was so shy!] But Kak Zee told me that he looks over once or twice when I wasn't looking [yeah?]