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A message to myself..that's exactly what this is.. My own little niche in life..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Chem-E-Car

Today was the UKM level Chem-E-Car competition to chose candidates for the National Level competition on the 14th of January in UM. Whichever team wins the National Level will be representing Malaysia to the annual Chem-E-Car competition this year.
Last year UKM was Malaysia's representative and they won 5th place in the International level. Thus, this year there are many who wish to follow the succesful footsteps of their predecesors.

Eventhough I have officially resigned from UKM last week, I've decided to come and be part of this competition.. and what an exciting day it's been. Initially I have already been in the committee organizing this University level competition and the others thought that it would be a shame if all I didn't get a chance to experience the actual event. So I came to help out, and it's so much fun.. I'm glad I came (though I forgot my camera :( )
Anyway, some of you reading this might be at loss.. what is this Chem-E-Car competition about?
For one it's a competition where all Chemical engineers should feel excited about.. a competition, held for undergraduate students (I'm definitely over-qualified up to the point that I'm not qualified.. heheh) to design a car which runs on chemical reactions. Of course at this level we're not dealing with the full sized car, just a miniture model of one. The students are required to design and construct a car that is powered with a chemical energy source that will carry a certain load to a given distance and stop. The car will be judged based on the combination of completion of a defined task, design creativity and issues related to safety, environment and health as the model car handles chemical fuel.
This event is organised by the Chemical Engineering Technical Division of the Institution of Engineers, Malaysia and began it's first year in 2004. The competition of each category consists of 2 sessions, which are poster presentation and model car performance competition.
Dealing with chemicals, you can be sure to expect many types of creative designs by the students. Most of the cars today uses the electrode-electrolyte-electrode design mostly used in batteries. The only difference is based on what electrodes and electrolytes they used. Other designs includes pressure propulsions to push the car forward but with this design it is very important that the pressure chamber is properly sealed.. leakages might cause the failure of motion to the model car. And that it exactly what happend to one group. During their test-runs their rubber sealer broke and they couldn't get a replacement in time for this competition. So they were forefitted for the competition, they joined only for the poster session and got partial points only.
It was so exciting to see the cars move and stop just within the distance limit carrying the specified load. For todays competition the judges have set 30 minits prior to the competition that the car should carry a load of 300g and move a distance of less than 15 meters. A few cars wents out of the course but most was within the limit.
The competition only lasted a few minutes but you can see the great deal of effort put into it by the contestants. It took the judges more than 30 minutes to decide the winning rank.
I enjoyed the day so much, it made me wish that I'm part of the contestants. Why didn't we have this competition when I was an undergrad? Oh well..

Friday, December 23, 2005

Lepas Geram

Sejak gi kerja ngan abah nih selalu gak la dengar radio station Era.fm pagi-pagi.. seronok gak dengar celoteh derang tuh rupanya. Selama nih asyik dengar radio station bahasa English jer ingatkan dah cukup best, tapi ada yang lagi best rupanya.. sekarang nih asalkan naik kereta jer mesti nak dengar station ERA nih.
Ish, bunyi cam nak promote radio nih plak, bukan camtuh tapi memang betul.. harap2 la dapat dengar sampai kat Miri tuh nanti, harap2 la Miri ada astro.. eh jap pikir, hari tuh kat hotel tuh tengok Discovery channel, HBO.. hmm ada la kot :)
Anyway, pagi2 Jumaat nih Era.fm buat segmen "Lepas Geram".. so memandangkan hari nih Jumaat dan saya tengah rasa geram nih.. so nak lepas geram kat sini saja la.. banyak benda gak rasa geram nih..
1) Hey, bila la imigresen nih nak siapkan work permit aku!! Geram, geram.. memang tak patut la, orang dari Sabah & Sarawak nak keja kat Semenanjung takyah buat permit tapi kita dari Selangor nak gih keje sana kena plak.. memang tak masuk akal! Bukannya negara lain.. Malaysia gak kan!!
2) Geram betul la kat sistem air conditioner kat tempat keje sekarang nih, hari tuh jenuh PM kita soh naikkan temperature air con. untuk kurangkan kos kat bangunan ofis kerajaan.. tapi semakin menjadi plak nampaknya, makin sejuk ofis nih! Dah la jari jemari aku nih suka sangat tukar warna, asyik purple jer kalau dok lama2 dalam bilik nih.. sejuk tul.. buka tingkap pun macam takde kesan jer..
3) Satu lagi geram.. apsal la tunang kesayangan aku tuh kena kerja 2hb January nih. Plan nak gi wedding reception malam sebelum tuh terpaksa cancel sebab dia nak kena gih kerja awal pagi isnin tuh.. kat Melaka plak tuh.. huhu.. geram tul.. orang lain cuti, dia plak kena keje..

Monday, December 05, 2005

Is it that time already?

My.. my.. my.. is it December already? Time sure does fly by ( regardeless of whether you're really having fun or not really).
Well, with only days to go before the new year I guess it's not too early to start thinking about past and new resolutions.. with 2003 being the year of graduation, 2004 being the year of the new career, 2005 being the year of engagement, 2006 looks clear to be the new year for the BIG day! Yes, we are planning our wedding next year.. though we're still not announcing the exact date as yet, I can safely say that the rumours of a January-jig is not true (believe me I'm not denying anything, it's just not true).
OK so what will the new year resolutions be.. sorry if everything sounds like it's oriented around the topic of my wedding but that's the way it'll have to be this next year..
#1. Just like any other year, my first resolution would be to loose weight. And this year it really has to happen cause I have to fit and look absolutely gorgeous in that fabulous dream wedding outfit.. Don't worry I won't jeopardise my health for the cause by starving and puking out my swallowed meals.. this just means that I'll eat smaller portions, cut down on chocolates, cakes and fast food. I've done it before, it's not impossible.. really. Once I went on more than a year without a single chunk of chocolate. Oh yeah, and this also means that I have to notch it up on my exercise routine. Hopefully this wouldn't be a problem cause I'm planning to take swimming lessons that'll help me for that big dive off the 100 feet oil-rig platform as part of my safety training in my new job!
#2. I'll learn how to manage my money.. let me rephrase that.. I'll stop buying things I don't really need.. I'll plan my shopping.. Oh!! what's the use, this just doesn't make sense. It's like telling a bird not to fly.. ok, ok.. let's try it again.. I'll TRY to buy less and save more.. after all weddings are costly these days, and of course we'd want to go somewhere special for the post-wedding honeymoon.
#3. I'll make sure I come back home at least one weekend every month (to PJ) and I'll call my family every week.. even if I don't have anything interestingly new to tell.
#4. Learn how to cook more stuff... learn to sew.
#5. Work on being a star-employee :)
#6. And most importantly, on top of the regular prayers.. I plan to read more, I mean more often, the Holy Quran that is!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

BACK TO WORK

After taking a week off to help out with my brother's weddingit feels like s*** to have to come back to work again. Especially when you know that coming to work means sitting around doing nothing until 5pm. Sad to say but that's what I've been doing since I rendered my resignation last Monday.

It's weird but it feels that the fact that I have nothing to do feels like a torturous punishment for leaving this company. Everyone else seems busy behind their respective office doors and it makes you kinda guilty to disturb them. So what do I do in this non-work environment? After checking my mails (emails), I'd be surfing for a while then I'd turn on the TV3 live streaming on my PC and wait 'til it's time to leave.

I'm so bored that I volunteered to write a book with few lecturers.. but I won't talk about that for now 'cause the last time I collaborated to write afew chapters in a high school Science textbook it fell through 'cause some people didn't committ to finish on time.. :(

Everyone woke up early this morning, Aisyah had an Add. Maths SPM exam at 8, Abah, Nora & I had to get to work, Abang and his new wife are heading to the airport for their 3D-2Npre-honeymoon holiday to Phuket and mum's up to send us all off. It's nice having a sister in-law.

If you're already engaged (like me), you can't help thinking about your own wedding while you're helping out at your own brother's wedding. After attending the wedding I feel that I know what I want out of my own wedding (makes you glad that you're not the first one). However, we really need to set a date for the big day so that I can start make arrangements. People say time goes by quickly when you're planning the wedding. Most importantly I need to make sure that I have ample time to book the hotel and stuff, especially since I'll be working in Miri next year and I may only come back to PJ once a month. I don't want to sound like a 'desperate fiancee' but it would be nice to have someone take care of me when I'm so far away from home right? Oh well.. looks like I'm on my own in this one!

As soon as I arrived at work, I checked my email and realised that I had a department meeting. It was quite interesting cause this time we had guests in the meeting. They were our department's academic advisors from IEM & Golden Hope Plantations. That reminds me.. I haven't registered with the IEM yet. I also found out that there's actually another thing called IChEM that I could registered in to become a Chartered engineer. I should look into it! It would be nice to have an 'Ir.' as a title next to the word 'Mrs.' 5 years from now or so.. That's something to work for..

After the meeting, I went to the faculty's Aidilfitri celebration. It was really fun to mingle with others from different departments, and the food was great! I actually thought of bringing my camera along yesterday but I forgot to charge the batteries last night. Everyone looked pretty in their baju raya, especially the guys who wore the full baju melayu (with songket sampin and songkok).. they had a booth competition between the departments. As predicted, the SENIBINA department won first place.

I'm looking forward to watch Harry Potter's latest movie (we've bought the GOLD CLASS tickets, curtosy of the newly weds for this Friday night). In the mean while, I'm reading the latest Harry Potter & The Half Blooded Prince book. I didn't get a chance to read it before, so I'm reading it now ( at work.. hehe)

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Only God knows..



** Ku berserah kepadamu Maha Esa
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Ku berserah kepada apa yang telah berlaku pada diriku ini
Hanya dikau dapat merubah segalanya..... ****




Isn't it strange, when you thought you've had everything planned out, then suddenly you find yourself drifting away from that original plan..

I used of be scared of changes
Scared of the possibility of being caught in a weird situation
Scared of getting myself hurt
Scared of being lost

Even scared of driving..
when I bought my first car, the sales lady called me up to tell me that the car was ready to be on the road, she told me to pick it up at the dealer. But at the time I still couldn't face the fact that I actually have to be the one behind the driver's seat. The main reason I bought the car in the first place is because I'd have to drag my butt to work every morning by myself.. I was still scared at the thought of driving. I told her to send the car down to my place instead. Imagine me, buying a car that I wasn't even confident of driving.
I got my license right after SPM, but at the time my parents didn't look at me as a potential driver cause one of my aunts kept telling my mother that as soon as her daughter had her license she kept taking the car and never stayed home. So they didn't look at the driving license as an added skill with benefits. Within the next few years, I rarely drove at all. The visions of car accidents kept haunting me..
But then when I started working in Shah Alam, I couldn't stay in the passenger's seat any longer. So I braved myself on the federal highway. That first week, I'd leave the house early enough to avoid the traffic. I even drove on the slow lane and parked my car away from the others. After a while I began to enjoy driving, I actually find it relaxing. I loved my car, I even volunteer to drive people around. I'm so glad I've dumped that fear of driving.

After a while I find that a lot of the other things in life are that way.. You'd get scared of the change initially, but if your intentions are right and you work hard to make it right, you'll find that there's really nothing to be scared off. Change is good, sometimes. Hopefully most of the time.

Right now, I'm at the tip diving board. I just handed in my resignation letter this morning. I'm one month away from my new job in Miri.. it'll be a new year, a new place and a new job for me. Kinda reminds me of where I was during the new millenium too.. back then it was a new year, a new place and a new study experience. I feel just as excited as I felt then. Change is good. God has been good to me, and I'm grateful.. Alhamdullilah!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Eye Assessing Cues

Very interesting, now you can tell whether someone is lying or telling the truth by the movements of their eyes..

Eye Movements and NLP by Robert Dilts

Eye movements as indicators of specific cognitive processes is one of the most well known, if controversial, discoveries of NLP, and potentially one of the most valuable. According to NLP, automatic, unconscious eye movements, or "eye accessing cues," often accompany particular thought processes, and indicate the access and use of particular representational systems.

The notion that eye movements might be related to internal representations was first suggested by American psychologist William James in his book Principles of Psychology (1890, pp. 193-195). Observing that some forms of micromovement always accompany thought, James wrote:
In attending to either an idea or a sensation belonging to a particular sense-sphere, the movement is the adjustment of the sense-organ, felt as it occurs. I cannot think in visual terms, or example, without feeling a fluctuating play of pressures, convergences, divergences, and accommodations in my eyeballs...When I try to remember or reflect, the movements in question. . .feel like a sort of withdrawal from the outer world. As far as I can detect, these feelings are due to an actual rolling outwards and upwards of the eyeballs.

What James is describing is well known in NLP as a visual eye-accessing cue [eyes moving up and to the left or right for visualization]. James' observation lay dormant, however, until the early 1970's when psychologists such as Kinsbourne (1972), Kocel et al (1972) and Galin & Ornstein (1974), began to equate lateral eye movements to processes related to the different hemispheres of the brain. They observed that right-handed people tended to shift their heads and eyes to the right during "left hemisphere" (logical and verbally oriented) tasks, and to move their heads and eyes to the left during "right hemisphere" (artistic and spatially oriented) tasks. That is, people tended to look in the opposite direction of the part of the brain they were using to complete a cognitive task.

In early 1976, Richard Bandler, John Grinder and their students began to explore the relationship between eye movements and the different senses as well as the different cognitive processes associated with the brain hemispheres.

In 1977 Robert Dilts conducted a study, at the Langley Porter Neuropsychiatric Institute in San Francisco, attempting to correlate eye movements to particular cognitive and neurophysiological processes. Dilts used electrodes to track both the eye movements and brain wave characteristics of subjects who were asked questions related to using the various senses of sight, hearing and feeling for tasks involving both memory ("right brain" processing) and mental construction ("left brain" processing). Subjects were asked a series of questions in eight groupings. Each grouping of questions appealed to a particular type of cognitive processing_visual, auditory, kinesthetic, and emotional (visceral feelings). Each was also geared to either memory (non-dominant hemisphere processing) or construction (dominant hemisphere processing). Dilts' recordings tended to confirm other tests which showed that lateralization of eye movements accompanied brain activity during different cognitive tasks. This pattern also seemed to hold for tasks requiring different senses.

As a result of these studies, and many hours of observations of people from different cultures and racial backgrounds from all over the world, the following eye movement patterns were identified (Dilts, 1976, 1977; Grinder, DeLozier and Bandler, 1977; Bandler and Grinder, 1979; Dilts, Grinder, Bandler and DeLozier, 1980):
Eyes Up and Left: Non-dominant hemisphere visualization - i.e., remembered imagery (Vr).

Eyes Up and Right: Dominant hemisphere visualization - i.e., constructed imagery and visual fantasy (Vc).

Eyes Lateral Left: Non-dominant hemisphere auditory processing - i.e., remembered sounds, words, and "tape loops" (Ar) and tonal discrimination.

Eyes Lateral Right: Dominant hemisphere auditory processing - i.e., remembered sounds and words (Ac) and "tape loops" (such as nursery rhymes), as well as tonal discrimination.

Eyes Down and Left: Internal dialogue, or inner self-talk (Ad).

Eyes Down and Right: Feelings, both tactile and visceral (K).

Eyes Straight Ahead, but Defocused or Dilated: Quick access of almost any sensory information; but usually visual.

Basic NLP Eye Accessing Cues

This pattern appears to be constant for right handed people throughout the human race (with the possible exception of the Basques, whose population appears to contain a fair number of 'exceptions to the rule'). Subsequent studies (Loiselle, 1985 and Buckner, Reese and Reese, 1987) have supported the NLP claim that eye movements both reflect and influence key cognitive componants of thought. Many left handed people, however, tend to be reversed from left to right. That is, their eye accessing cues are the mirror image of those of the average right hander. They look down and left for feelings, instead of down and right. Similarly, they look up and to the right to remember visual imagery, instead of up and to the left, and so on. A small number of people (including ambidextrous and a few right handed people) will be reversed in their some of their eye accessing cues (their visual eye movements, for example), but not the others.

To explore the relationship between eye movements and thinking for yourself, find a partner, ask the following questions, and observe his or her eye movements. For each question keep track of your partner's eye movements in one of the boxes (following the questions below) by using marks, lines or numbers that represent the sequence of positions you observe.
1 Visual Remembered: Think of the color of your car. What kind of pattern is on your bedspread? Think of the last time you saw someone running. Who were the first five people you saw this morning?
2 Visual Construction: Imagine an outline of yourself as you might look from six feet above us and see it turning into a city skyline. Can you imagine the top half of a toy dog on the bottom half of a green hippopotamus?
3 Auditory Remembered: Can you think of one of your favorite songs? Think of the sound of clapping. How does your car's engine sound?
4 Auditory Constructed: Imagine the sound of a train's whistle changing into the sound of pages turning. Can you hear the sound of a saxophone and the sound of your mother's voice at the same time?
5 Auditory Digital (Internal Self Talk): Take a moment and listen to the sound of your own inner voice. How do you know it is your voice? In what types of situations do you talk to yourself the most? Think of the kinds of things that you say to yourself most often.
6 Kinesthetic Remembered: (Tactile) When was the last time you felt really wet? Imagine the feelings of snow in your hands. What does a pine cone feel like? When was the last time you touched a hot cooking utensil? (Visceral/Emotional) Can you think of a time you felt satisfied about something you completed? Think of what it feels like to be exhausted. When was the last time you felt impatient?
7 Kinesthetic Construction: (Tactile) Imagine the feelings of stickiness turning into the feelings of sand shifting between your fingers. Imagine the feelings of dog's fur turning into the feelings of soft butter. (Visceral/Emotional) Imagine the feelings of frustration turning into the feeling of being really motivated to do something. Imagine the feeling of being bored turning into feeling silly about feeling bored.



It is important to keep in mind, as you are observing and tracking eye movements, that many people will already have habitual eye movements, related to their primary representational modality. A highly visual person may tend to look up and to the left or right, regardless of which sensory modality is assumed by your question. If you ask such a person to think of his or her "favorite song," the person may visualize the cover of the record, tape or CD in order to remember the name of the song. A kinesthetically oriented person may look down and check his or her feelings to determine how he or she feels about several songs in order to know which one is his or her "favorite." Thus it is important to ask people what they actually did in their minds as they were answering the questions in order to get an accurate sense of what their eye movements signified.

Once you feel confident in eye movements as accessing cues, and in your ability to "read" them, there are many ways they can be used. As was mentioned earlier, habitual eye movements reflect a person's preferred sensory modality. If you ask someone, "What is something that is really important to you? Think of it now," the placement of the person's eyes as he or she is answering your question will probably tell you a lot about that person's most valued representational system.

Eye movements can also be used to determine how truthful or congruent a person is being. If a person is describing an event that he or she has witnessed or participated in, for instance, the person's eyes should move primarily to his or her left (if the person is right handed), indicating memory access. If the person looks up and to the right a lot, however, it is likely that the person is constructing or reconstructing some aspect of the experience he or she is describing. This may indicate that the person is either uncertain or being untruthful about what he or she is saying.
The most common application of eye positions in NLP is to determine the representational strategies a person is using in order to think or make a decision. Since many aspects of people's thinking processes are unconscious to them, spontaneous eye movements can be an extremely important part of eliciting and modeling a person's inner strategies for decision making, learning, motivation, memory, etc.

References
Patterns of the Hypnotic Techniques of Milton H. Erickson, M.D. Vol. II, Grinder, J., DeLozier, J. and Bandler, R., 1977.
NLP Vol. I, Dilts, R., et al, Meta Publications, Capitola, CA, 1980.
Roots of NLP, Dilts, R., Meta Publications, Capitola, CA, 1983.

Eye and Head Turning Indicates Cerebral Lateralization; Kinsbourne, M., Science, 179, pp. 539 541, 1972.
Lateral Eye Movement and Cognitive Mode; Kocel, K., et al., Psychon Sci. 27: pp. 223 224, 1972.
Individual Differences in Cognitive Style_Reflective Eye Movements; Galin, D. and Ornstein, R., Neuropsychologia, 12, pp. 376 397, 1974.
The Effect of Eye Placement On Orthographic Memorization; Loiselle, François, Ph.D. Thesis, Faculté des Sciences Sociales, Université de Moncton, New Brunswick, Canada, 1985.Eye Movement As An Indicator of Sensory Components in Thought; Buckner, W., Reese, E. and Reese, R., Journal of Counseling Psychology, 1987, Vol. 34, No 3.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf Zahir & Batin

As with any other raya which we spent in KL, we'd visit our grand-aunts and grand-uncles on the first day. Our solo tok passed away last year, and most of our relatives are in KL/PJ.. so we don't go to Alor Setar or Mersing for raya anymore.

Even though it's a shared festival (Divali & Eid), the celebration this year doesn't seem that grand.
Are we still unconsciously mourning the death of our PM's wife or something? Maybe.. unconsciously.