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A message to myself..that's exactly what this is.. My own little niche in life..

Thursday, November 28, 2002

Faith - Sheila Nicholls

Something breathing underneath my skin
I could not define it or invite it in, though
To let it in would be to liberate
To keep it in darkness is to propagate

Well it's all about
Believing through something that you always doubt
When you have faith
You will be willing to wait
When you have faith
Through all that logic and haste
It's still not too late, to find the Creator
'cause the last thing that breaks ,
The last thing that breaks
The last thing that breaks...
Is your FAITH...

Something shining from behind my eyes
I'm looking too closely to recognize
To gain perspective I think it would be wise
Would you please listen as it testifies
Now would it...

Well it's all about
Believing through something that you always doubt
When you have faith
You will be willing to wait
When you have faith
Through all that logic and haste
It's still not too late, to find the Creator
'cause the last thing that breaks ,
The last thing that breaks
The last thing that breaks...
Is your FAITH...

Must surrender to this storm
I'm tasting raindrops with and without water
may I never loose this faith I've found
Keeps me glued to solid ground..
So that lighting and wind swirls around...

When you have faith
You will be willing to wait
When you have faith
Through all that logic and haste
It's still not too late, to find the Creator
'cause the last thing that breaks ,
The last thing that breaks
The last thing that breaks...
Is your FAITH...

Monday, November 25, 2002

One last cry - Tao Zhe

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands and standing close to someone else

Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry, one last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind, this time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down to one last cry..........cry

I was here you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you......you
Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry, one last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind...this time
Been living a lie

I know I've gotta be strong
Around me life goes on and on...... and on

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my
One last cry..
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind
For then very last time
Been living a lie
I guesss I'm down.. I guess I'm down.. I guess I'm down ...
To my last CRY...

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I think I'm going though yet another weird phase. For the last month or so, I've been going a little bit crazy with Japanese/ Korean/ Mandarin/ Taiwanese songs. It's crazy, some days I'd sing in the shower as if I'm doing a duet with Ayumi Hamasaki, despite the fact that I do NOT understand a single Japanese word that's coming out of my mouth.. and other days I just couldn't get David Tao Zhe's song out of my head (above is one of David's English songs that I DO understand, while my other favourate songs by him are I Love you, Tian Tian, Yue Guang Dai Biao Shui De Xin... which I don't know what language it is)
Then last two nights, Wei Lyn came over to my house with Nad to watch 'the Ring' and so I showed her the F4 video clip that I have and she practically screamed in ecstacy much to my surprise.. and I'm like 'what.. what' and Nad has this smile on her face which practically says "don't you know Wei lyn is crazy about F4'... and I looked at her and said "well so am I!" ands we were hugging each other.. then I showed her which of the 4 boys I liked best and she was pointing at who she thought was very cute.. then I found out from her that F4 is a Taiwanese group.. and ever since then she's beem sending me more F4 video clips which she downloaded on her lap top... so lately I've looking at lots of F4 videoclips... which I love so much
Anyway... enough babbling,, I still have to marry a Malaysian, according to my dad.. :)